But it gets better from here. I promise, it does. Every time new memories will be made, and every time I will long for them again, but I'll always remember that as long as I can look forward to more, then I will be happy.
I am happy.


Dual PersonalityWe're everything we're not when around others.Dual Personality
That's the only explanation I have for this appearing better part of me.


Self-DefenseI'm working means to get to ends that I can't even see anymore.Self-Defense
And I don't believe their theories about cause and effect because everything happens before I know what caused it, so who is to say I don't make up a cause to keep the blame away away


IllogicalI'm calling you. It goes like this:Illogical
Once. I'm anxious to hear your voice, it's my only indication of which mindset is winning the battle today. We used to hold our position so strong, but now we switch sides without consideration to what we're leaving.
Twice. I'm reluctant to hear your voice, it's haunting me that I never have the words to make a smile strong enough to feel despite all this
distance, despite the lack of touch.
Thrice: I'm surprised to hear your voice, it's only logical to me that you would have abandoned


We Are DefinedLately, I've been having problems like every time I stand my vision goes and leaves me like the blood from my head or my motivation when the days started getting shorter but I'm the one who left first, and I believe in psychology and mimicking behaviour.We Are Defined
Surely, that's the only way to explain this because things like this aren't the norm but then again most people don't defend negative qualities so I think I will just stop trying to explain myself.


UteA driving instructor leaves home at nine in the morning for work. Her first student is a terrible driver who will not go on to pass the road test. Her second student is nervous and makes mistakes. He will never pass the road test either. Her third student impresses. She shoulder checks. She signals. Her left turns are smooth. At five in the afternoon, the driving instructor begins to drive home. She feels confident in the ability of her third student. She will make me proud is what the driving instructor is thinking. Lost in her thought, the driving instructor fails to notice the first student, who is walking through the intersectUte


MaybeMaybe she's not a morning person, or maybe she's pissed off. I'd understand that. Or maybe she actually really needs to do homework, and that'sMaybe
why she won't talk to me. Maybe I should try harder to be happy for her, and then things could be nice again. (I do try though, I promise I try as hard as I can) Or maybe, maybe there really is something wrong, and she just doesn't want to tell me.
Sometimes I think about these things for too long. And sometimes, maybe I'm just overreacting.
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Captain, I think we've lost control.
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Even as I stand alone in the dark ... I know you'll always be there to guide me back to the light.
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Captain, I think we've lost control.
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Captain, I think we've lost control.
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